Well it's Christmas time again.
I love love love the holidays.
I love feeling cozy and comfy and relaxed. Even when I'm out and about battling the crowds to buy presents, I have a sense of euphoria. Like the normal idiots that would make me cringe are somehow transformed into a riding buddy on this shopping rollercoaster.
The only hiccup in this state of happiness is that again as has been for the past few years, I don't have that special someone to share it with.
For some reason, it always hits the hardest at Christmas time. Usually I don't mind. It's nice to be on my own. But hello.... who's gonna go on a sleigh ride with me? Who's going to sample the mistletoe with me? I hate missing out on all those great romantic holiday gestures.
But alas.... I can't find anyone worthy enough to spend my time and effort on. And try as I might, I can't force myself to settle for anything less than the absolute best.
So, will this be the year that someone comes along to help me find that lovin' feeling? If they are planning on it, they've got 26 days, so they better get crackin'!
Merry Christmas to you.... whomever you are... or if you even exist.
The Queen
